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Oct. 2nd, 2007 10:29 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
holytoastrI had a nightmare last night that ben got a second girlfriend. I was afraid of losing him so I lied and told him I was ok with him dating two girls at once. But really, it was making me crazy with anger and jealousy.
Ben introduced me to her and I hated her right away. She was prettier than me, but not as nice and not as smart. I couldn't figure why ben would want to date someone that mean and dumb. She was especially mean to me. She didn't want me dating ben as much as I didn't want her to.
Once we had been introduced (and she made it very clear she was going to try to get rid of me), ben asked me to leave so he could spend some time alone with his new girlfriend. I walked out of the room and managed to be good for 2 seconds. Then I was overcome by jealousy and ran back inside, throwing her off of ben and screaming at her lots of very not nice things.
I told her I hated her and that if she ever touched ben again I'd kill her. Ben did not like this reaction at all, and told me to calm down or leave. I told him if I left, I wasn't ever coming back. He said he was fine with that. The other girl smiled at ben's remark so I hit her and yelled a lot more mean things at her.
That's where I woke up. I was really sad but ben reassured me he wouldn't date anyone else but me. I still feel a little sad though. Just the idea of him dating someone else upsets me.
I also dreamed last night that there were bees in the room.
Ben introduced me to her and I hated her right away. She was prettier than me, but not as nice and not as smart. I couldn't figure why ben would want to date someone that mean and dumb. She was especially mean to me. She didn't want me dating ben as much as I didn't want her to.
Once we had been introduced (and she made it very clear she was going to try to get rid of me), ben asked me to leave so he could spend some time alone with his new girlfriend. I walked out of the room and managed to be good for 2 seconds. Then I was overcome by jealousy and ran back inside, throwing her off of ben and screaming at her lots of very not nice things.
I told her I hated her and that if she ever touched ben again I'd kill her. Ben did not like this reaction at all, and told me to calm down or leave. I told him if I left, I wasn't ever coming back. He said he was fine with that. The other girl smiled at ben's remark so I hit her and yelled a lot more mean things at her.
That's where I woke up. I was really sad but ben reassured me he wouldn't date anyone else but me. I still feel a little sad though. Just the idea of him dating someone else upsets me.
I also dreamed last night that there were bees in the room.
