Today fails

I keep screwing up. :( I sent something out when I shouldn't have
AGAIN. I just don't understand what I'm supposed to be doing. I
thought I was following the procedures correctly but clearly I wasn't.
I'm getting so frustrated... :(

I'm terrified that everyone thinks I'm completely incompetent.

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So now I have new procedure directions because the last ones weren't clear enough. I hope I stop making mistakes now.

The afternoon was very busy with a series of meetings after meetings after meetings. I was glad when it was finally time to come home. Though one meeting had cake, so that was ok.

However, I missed my bus this afternoon. I made the unfortunate decision to be spontaneous. I spent the next hour in pure misery as the bus plodded along all through herndon before finally reaching home.

As if to mock me, I discovered a bus stop significantly closer to my apartment. I guess I'll try that tomorrow. The schedule at the stop says that it comes later in the morning (more sleep!) and leaves the train station later in the afternoon (no more missing the bus!). So we'll see how that works.

For dinner I made asparagus and brown rice. It wasn't too bad. Perhaps the only thing I didn't mess up tonight. But now I have funny smelling asparagus pee.

I want to go to bed. :(