Ben and I had a stupid fight but it is thankfully resolved. I really hate when we fight. Especially when it's over dumb misunderstandings.

Ben bought me rectangle pizzas, like what my grandma would make me during the summer. They are a comfort food for me.

Now we are watching star trek. This ep is about Abraham Lincoln.
Last night in the middle of the night, my aunt stacy starts yelling like a crazy person and turning on all the lights. My grandpa had spilled water on his bed and his blanket was soaked. I felt really bad for him because my aunt was yelling at him so much.

Everyone is so crazy and stressed. It's not fun to be around them at all.

This morning grandpa was less coherent. He looked very tired and appeared to have trouble understanding what everyone was saying. It made me feel really sad to say goodbye to him. He doesn't have a lot of time left, so this goodbye felt really final. I didn't like that.

As I was leaving, my mom started crying and yelling at me that I only come home for bad things and that I should visit more often. She forgets all the times I've visited when it's not a bad thing. I think the stress and the sad are making everyone crazy in that house.

Driving home was long and boring. But I discovered that my dog really likes classical music. I was flipping through the radio stations and when I came across a classical station, my dog suddenly stopped her crying. (She normally cries the whole way.) She curled up on her seat and fell asleep listening to the music. When I got out of that station's range, she started to cry again. But once I found another station, she went back to sleep. Who knew my dog had such refined taste?

Once I discovered noname's taste in music, the drive was mostly uneventful. There was some traffic outside of baltimore though because a car caught fire. I still got home at a decent time and was able to take a nap before I had to pick ben up from work.

For dinner we had dinner at a kabob restaurant in herndon. It was ok. I liked the veggies on the side a little better than my kabob though. They had more flavor. If we go there again, I might put the veggies on my kabob.

I'm going to have to go to sleep soon. I didn't get enough sleep last night and driving is exhausting. I wish I didn't have to go to work tomorrow. I feel like I didn't get a weekend.
The drive to new york was painfully long. There was traffic almost the entire way. And I got a really bad tummy ache at one point in that traffic. I was so happy when I finally came across a rest stop.

People were driving crazy. I got cut off twice by the same taxi! And more than several people tried to merge into my side. Oh, and my dog went into heat halfway through the ride. I was exhausted when I finally got to my parent's house, but I had to clean my bloodsoaked seats before I could rest.

My grandpa isn't looking good at all. He seemed very confused by everything I was saying and I couldn't understand him very well. He looks very thin and week. The doctors say he could go any day now. :(

It all frustrates me because there's nothing I can do to help. So I'm trapped in this house full of horrible relatives. I hope my grandpa understands things enough to know I'm here. Otherwise this trip was a big waste of time. I would have rather remembered my grandpa as his strong, cranky self than his sick sad self.

Both my aunt stacy and aunt kara tried to cause fights with me today already. I told my aunt stacy that I knew she was trying to make me angry but she should give it a rest because I'm too hungry to care what she says. And I told my aunt kara that the pink object in question (because I am not allowed to change my opinions on colors, ever) was a gift and I saw no reason to throw away a free bag.

They've also already gone through my luggage. Next time, my luggage will have locks on them.

I want to go home. I miss ben. I'm lonely in a house overflowing with people.

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