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Feb. 6th, 2006 08:38 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
holytoastrI think I woke up yesterday morning with far too many high expectations because I just kept feeling disappointed all day. Watched some dr who. Played some ddr. Went shopping. Cried a lot. Clung to ben. Acted stupid and childish. Cried some more.
Then when I went to bed, I had nightmares. One about aliens fighting in the skies, and the other about ben being turned into a big scary monster who lived at a zoo full of angry animals.
This morning a stupid driver honked at me for stopping before making a turn. My alternative would have been to drive into the side of another car. I hate people. No matter how nice I try to be to strangers, they are always mean to me.
I think I'll spend the rest of the day wallowing in self-pity. I seem to be good at that lately.
Then when I went to bed, I had nightmares. One about aliens fighting in the skies, and the other about ben being turned into a big scary monster who lived at a zoo full of angry animals.
This morning a stupid driver honked at me for stopping before making a turn. My alternative would have been to drive into the side of another car. I hate people. No matter how nice I try to be to strangers, they are always mean to me.
I think I'll spend the rest of the day wallowing in self-pity. I seem to be good at that lately.
