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I don't know how my mom found out that I haven't been eating too much. She sent me a message asking me to eat at least a little, even a snack. It's not like I've completely given up on food. I just don't want it right now. I've lost all my appetite. Even when my stomach growls, I'm not hungry, it's just empty. I force myself to eat a little when I get too dizzy. So I had some graham crackers today. And a little bit of mashed potatoes. But that made my tummy unhappy. It doesn't want food right now.

[EDIT: Donnie suggested tea to calm my tummy a little. I don't feel as sick anymore.]

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I guess there's a new year's thing tomorrow. But I don't know if anyone will be there. Four of my friends can't go, I know that. So what are the chances others will be there? Pretty slim. I'm still going through with this though I don't know why. No one will be there. This was a stupid idea. It really was.

Nothing is working out and I've only got two lanterns and they're ugly and they look like frisbees and I'm too tired and dizzy to make any more. I jsut want to go to bed.