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Tonight was roze's birthday party. I left early with charlie and kelly so that they wouldn't have to return to pick me up later. I was a bit worried to go to the apt for reasons of my own, but for the sake of my other friends I was good and pretended to be happy. And I worked especially hard at roze's because it's not fair to her to be sad at her party. Especially when she isn't involved in my problem at all.

At roze's, we made confetti popcorn. It was pretty cool. Also, it gave me something to snack on because the cake was sugar free and you could tell where the sugar was missing. Then we watched some movie called It's my Birthday or Happy Birthday or something like that. The beginning was predictable and the end was very scooby-doo, but it wasn't all that bad. I've seen a lot worse.

Home now. Falling apart a little. I need to deal with this soon. Maybe I'll take kelly's suggestion on what to do....

I want this over with.

There. I've written the letter.

Unfortunately I lack someone to go over it and tell me how it can be misinterpretted or twisted wrong. So I will not be able to give it away until I find someone.

But at least it is written.

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Jenny the wonderful took my fabric shopping today. I had REALLY needed to get out of the room. Sitting at home just leads me to overthink everything and hate myself and cry.

Anyway, I got some nice stuff to like the inside of my pirate shirt that I'll hopefully be making soon. Now it won't be see-though. And I got some red with white dotted fabric to make an apron for ariana. Hmmm....I guess I probably should ahve bought some thread for those projects as well. Whoops.

I finally got to go into that World Market store which was incredibly cool inside with all sorts of nifty things to look at. I was amused by it all.

Also, I found a cookie tray today at a $1 store. It was a NICE dollar store. They had cool, useful stuff. I was impressed. Unfortunately, they only take cash which limits purchases on mine and jenny's part.

I am home now and actually hungry for once. Well, I lose my appetite when I think about my letter, but when I fill my head with other distracting things then I am hungry. So I shall tv and food now. Wheeee, tv, the ultimate distractor.