If I close my eyes, it'll all go away, right?

This is me not coping. Though, really, I only have one thing left to do. So I should be fine, right?

The thing is, if I finish, it's over. School is over. Time for the real world. And do I really want that? I don't feel like I'm ready to be an adult. :(

So, yeah. Life. I did stuff yesterday. I wrote and handed in my asian american final. I hope I did well on it. There was s grocery trip somewhere in the story. I also fixed up the first eight pages of my independent study. Added a research question section and a hypothesis section. Previously the two were combined with my opening. Also, I added a really poorly done statistical chart.

The problem with the chart is that I didn't actually have the statistics. Not only did I not record them, but I don't even know how to calculate them. So instead, my chart records shows that have an instance of each cultural value. I know it's not good enough, but it's too late in the game to go back and get the data.

I started to feel tired and crazy and stressed, so I eventually gave up and became useless. I wanted ben to pay attention to me, but I didn't want to be a clingy pest. Then cassandra invited me over for sailor moon, so I went to do that instead. That helped my mood a little. I asked ben to come, but he didn't want to. He doesn't like sailor moon, so I can understand. Still, I felt a bit rejected. I've felt kinda alone because I've been so busy and stressed and because ben has been trying to be good and not distract me. But instead I just feel alone and useless and in need of a hug.

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Things got progressively stupider at work. But at least ben stopped by shortly to give me a much needed hug. He is wonderful. Sadly, things continued to be stupid after he left.

I felt better after I left work and found ben and cleared my head. Then I went to rite aid because I forgot to get non-itchy stuff. Now maybe I will be able to sleep through the night without ben having to restrain me. The itching drives me to madness! But hopefully i'll be better now.

Also, I got a call from a lady interested in my mini fridge. I hope she buys it. I really really REALLY need to sell it.

Then back to work where I got nothing done and simply sat around feeling cranky.

I left work early to clean the fridge and wait for this lady. I'm going to be very upset if she doesn't show up.

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Grrrr....This lady was supposed to show up just after 4:30. She seemed interested too. She asked how big it was and how many shelves and if it had a freezer and all sorts of questions. But she's not here. *sigh* Took off from work for nothing....

Anyone want to buy a mini-fridge?