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Jan. 8th, 2007 11:37 amLast night I think I said something wrong to ben cause he was grumpy at me for the rest of the night. He wouldn't tell me what I did so I have no clue how to avoid upsetting him in the future. And he calls ME stubborn when I'm grumpy...
I was upset about it so I tried to calm down by reading. Ended up reading a story about a prince who has a wonderfully happy life until an invading army comes and rapes his wife and daughters before killing his whole family. Isn't that a wonderful last thought before bed?
I had trouble sleeping until ben came to bed and told me he wasn't mad at me. Then I slept a little better though I had nervous searching dreams all night.
At work now and wishing I wasn't. I'm stuck on the laptop again so there's little work I can do. I don't want to do any sort of "production" work because this computer is so slow. Clients would end up getting charged more because the programs are less responsive. None of the stuff I have is urgent anyway. I'll just wait until my computer is fixed. Then everything I have can be done up quickly enough.
To make the best use of my time I looked for new jobs. There are three I found today that I think I can apply to. One looks horribly boring, one looks mildly boring, and the other doesn't look too bad actually. Of course the last one requires I send the most stuff. Bah. It even wants samples of my work. Guess the next thing I should do is go through my files and find my best stuff. (I actually think that job might be over my head, but I'm going to apply anyway. You never know.)
Also, people should take my old comics off my hands. My very heavy comic book box demands it.
I was upset about it so I tried to calm down by reading. Ended up reading a story about a prince who has a wonderfully happy life until an invading army comes and rapes his wife and daughters before killing his whole family. Isn't that a wonderful last thought before bed?
I had trouble sleeping until ben came to bed and told me he wasn't mad at me. Then I slept a little better though I had nervous searching dreams all night.
At work now and wishing I wasn't. I'm stuck on the laptop again so there's little work I can do. I don't want to do any sort of "production" work because this computer is so slow. Clients would end up getting charged more because the programs are less responsive. None of the stuff I have is urgent anyway. I'll just wait until my computer is fixed. Then everything I have can be done up quickly enough.
To make the best use of my time I looked for new jobs. There are three I found today that I think I can apply to. One looks horribly boring, one looks mildly boring, and the other doesn't look too bad actually. Of course the last one requires I send the most stuff. Bah. It even wants samples of my work. Guess the next thing I should do is go through my files and find my best stuff. (I actually think that job might be over my head, but I'm going to apply anyway. You never know.)
Also, people should take my old comics off my hands. My very heavy comic book box demands it.
