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Winter needs to end sooner. All the darkness makes me sad. Ben keeps offering to get me one of those seasonal depression lamps. I think I'm making him crazy.

Every morning I wake up and it's dark. I assume the sun came up by the time I walk my dog, but I can't be sure the sun even exists anymore through all the clouds. I sit in a cube all day with no windows. Then walk home in the dark.

That could make anyone depressed.

At least the winter solstice is almost here and the sun will start to come back. And then I'll be happy again and stop driving ben crazy.