holytoastr | (no subject)

Last night I dreamed that I tracked down some girl who had been
killing other people. I can't remember exactly...I think she was in a
gang or something. Anyway, I tracked her down and somehow managed to
successfully fight her to the ground. Then I wrapped my scarf around
her neck and pulled it tight. I strangled her slightly while asking
her questions like why she was killing people and what right did she
have to take another life.

All she wanted to do was cry though. Eventually she gave in and
answered all my questions so I released her from the scarf. She tried
to swing at me but she was too weak from the strangling to be very
effective. I twisted her up into a hold and asked her to please stop
attacking me since I was done with her and was going to leave her
alone. (Provided she didn't kill anyone else.)

Then her friends suddenly arrived and were going to all jump me but I
threatened to break the girl's neck if they did. After the friends
backed down, I walked towards the door still holding the girl. Once I
was sure I could get out without a problem I let her go.

That's when I woke up. I started crying. It was such a scary dream! At
least ben was there and he hugged me. I feel better when I have
something to remind me that I'm me and not my dream-me.