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Jul. 14th, 2007 08:11 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
holytoastrLast night I had two nightmares. The second was by far worst than the first though.
In the first one, I was sitting down at dinner with a bunch of people I knew in college. After dinner ben leans over and asks a former roommate of mine "fpr her services." I'm sitting there, mouth gaped open, as she and him sort out exactly what "services" she will be doing with him that night. Finally I flip out and grab him and tell him I would do anything for him and that he shouldn't go to another girl for anything. He responds, "Well, I'm just not that used to you yet." So I hit him and run away crying.
I guess I felt guilty about hitting him in the first dream because in the second one, I dreamed ben died. I didn't know what to do now that he was gone. I felt so sad and empty. And I couldn't stop crying. I was actually crying in real life too. I woke up ben with my sobbing. I'm really REALLY glad he's not dead. I hate nightmares.... :(
In the first one, I was sitting down at dinner with a bunch of people I knew in college. After dinner ben leans over and asks a former roommate of mine "fpr her services." I'm sitting there, mouth gaped open, as she and him sort out exactly what "services" she will be doing with him that night. Finally I flip out and grab him and tell him I would do anything for him and that he shouldn't go to another girl for anything. He responds, "Well, I'm just not that used to you yet." So I hit him and run away crying.
I guess I felt guilty about hitting him in the first dream because in the second one, I dreamed ben died. I didn't know what to do now that he was gone. I felt so sad and empty. And I couldn't stop crying. I was actually crying in real life too. I woke up ben with my sobbing. I'm really REALLY glad he's not dead. I hate nightmares.... :(
