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Feb. 18th, 2009 04:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
holytoastrCannot cope. Everything at work exploding. Snowballing into a doom blizzard. Ready to jump out the window.
Yesterday was so bad, I spent the evening crying. Ben had to hold me until I calmed down.
In my old job, I didn't have enough work to do. It left me tired and demoralized all the time. Now I have too much work to do. And I feel tired and demoralized again.
Today was not any better. We are now working so fast to get everything done that we are making stupid mistakes. Which is adding more work. On top of that I am being asked to plan five hundred different meetings all for the same week.
I need to come into work early tomorrow because a meeting starts at 9am. I hope that means I can leave early but the chances of that happening are not likely.
Cannot cope. Missing deadlines. Feeling sick.
Yesterday was so bad, I spent the evening crying. Ben had to hold me until I calmed down.
In my old job, I didn't have enough work to do. It left me tired and demoralized all the time. Now I have too much work to do. And I feel tired and demoralized again.
Today was not any better. We are now working so fast to get everything done that we are making stupid mistakes. Which is adding more work. On top of that I am being asked to plan five hundred different meetings all for the same week.
I need to come into work early tomorrow because a meeting starts at 9am. I hope that means I can leave early but the chances of that happening are not likely.
Cannot cope. Missing deadlines. Feeling sick.
