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pain....feet hurt so much. will write about it tomorrow. but must tell about greg's special friend.

he was this guy we had met on the street car at the beginning of the semester. he was like....chibi-pagan. like he discovered paganism when he came to college or something.

well, we saw him getting off the streetcar today. and he was tlaking to me. and he wanted me to hold a rock of his and guess its vibe or something. all very strange. :P

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Yesterday after breakfast laura and I went downtown. Went to the french market where she sought out many many bottles of hot sauce. Afterwards, we looked at a few stores, got tickets for a ghost tour and stopped at cafe du monde.

I think I like the ghost tour better than the vampire tour. Just because i find ghosts more interesting than vampires I guess. I'm not sure if the ghost one was longer too, but it seemed like that to me.

While I was showing laura around some places that I mention in my lj, I was complimented on my skirt that I made. Maybe one dy I'll take a pic of it. I always like when random strangers compliment clothes I make. Then I know I've done a good job.

Didn't do anything interesting today. I had classes. Took laura to the street car before math class.

I don't know if I'm sad because I wont see her for the rest of the week, or because she is more and more different every time I see her. She becomes less like laura and more like her mit friends, people which I don't think I would ever actively persue as friends. I don't know. I think I'm just being stupid again. I do that way too much.

Anyway, I don't think laura's mom will let me see laura again for the rest of the week. The woman is psycho. She's up there with my mom. But each one is crazy in their own way.

I'm getting the idea that laura's mom wanted a resort hotel. Laura told me her mom was dissapointed with the hotel I picked for them. Wasn't as pretty or something.

I think the hotel is pretty nice. Not the nicest, but not horrible. It's a cute hotel. But it is not a resort hotel. It's just a nice little place to sleep, rest, and store your luggage. In a city like this, you're not going to want to sit around the hotel all day anyway. The point is to go out and have fun and see things.

That's another thing. Laura and I used to do so much together. But now she's always tired. It frustrates me. Back in high school, she never got tired. Once she got to college, she started getting run down.

I try not to be so resntful towards lauras college choices. I really do. But, I don't know..... I feel as if she's being pulled away. It's very hard to not be frustrated with a force that's taking my best friend and making her into someone that I would normally avoid on a regular basis.

I'm tired. But I've got a quiz to study for. i'll go do that now.

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*crawls into tiny ball* Today is being difficult.......

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Empire

Anyone want to do Empire at Shim Sham this Friday night?

I'm having trouble rounding up a lot of people. And laura will continuously comment on how she has so many more friends than I do. So I'd like to round up some people. Anyone?

I doubt anyone is free this weekend though. Everyone's got a lot of essays this week and the next. *sigh*

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I haven't eaten anything substantial all day. I'm making myself sick over nothing. I want to crawl into bed and wake the whole world dissapear.

But I have essays to write.

I want to finish my work as soon as possible and then go to bed. Maybe tomorrow will be better.

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I feel much better after eating. Head doesn't hurt as much anymore and can concentrate better.

After some thought and a lot of crying and many wonderful friends who let me vent at them, I know exactly what has bothered me since yesterday. While it doesn't make me feel any better about it, I at least know WHY I'm angry.

( I hate when I make myself sick like this. )