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Went to see X2 again last night. Enjoyed it much better this second time. The first time I had to pay attention to priorities in my mind, like plot. The second time I could jsut sit back and giggle at all the shiny things they put in the background. Shiny happy things.

But you know what was strange, I almost didn't see that-which-is-at-the-end-but-I-won't-say-so-I-won't-spoil-anyone. I think the lighting they used for the film was a little too low. I could only jsut barely make it out. The first time I saw it, it was so clear I was amazed anyone could possibly miss it.

When I got home I *bamf*ed at my parents a billion times until they got tired and me and suggested I go watch tv in my room. So I hauled my dog upstairs, got in pjs, and settled down for a night of mind-numbing entertainment. My dog had a pigs ear, so she was VERY happy. I, on the other hand, was not as happy. She was eating that pigs ear ON MY BED!!!!! Every time I pushed her off, she'd jump back on. I finally went to bed, and woke up a few times to the sound of a dog ON MY BED eating a pigs ear. So yes, I'll be washing my blanket today. I don't need my bed to smell like that.

On a side note, I read a magazine yesterday and in it was an ad for some video game. Now games have ratings, like tv shows and movies, so at the bottom it was rated um... I can't remember. Probably E or T. But anyway, the reason for its rating, it said, was for "Game Show Violence." When I think of a game show, I think of wheel of fortune or something like that. Not violent at all. So what is this gameshow violence!? o.0

Oh, and daddy finally got the battery on my car charged. I'm supposed to take it out and drive it somewhere today to build up the charge. I have no clue where I'm going to go..... Maybe I'll have an adventure and get lost. Guess that means I should charge up the cell phone and find the road map. :P

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Sure, I get up enough nerve to look at my grades and the new ones still aren't up.

It takes me a long time to look at my grades. Partially because I'm so terrified of dissapointment. I get physically ill when I think about my grades. They're never what I expect them to be. Which futher destroys my sense of self-worth. I try. Oh how I stupidly try to get an A. But rarely do I ever get one. Sure, there is the occational A which makes me bounce up and down with joy. But usually it's a B or a C. And then I cry because no matter how hard I try, I'm jsut not smart enough.

Another reason I have trouble looking at my grades is because this computer can only handle one ie window at a time. Then it crashes. However, about 1-% of the time, it won't crash. So basically, I have to keep trying to open up that second window to access my grades until it doesn't crash. Then I immediately close the one behind it just in case.

Still no new grades. That kinda makes me feel sicker than before. The waiting is terrible.

I wanna be a star star star....

Rejoice! My car finally works!!! Woohoo!!!! I drove to the fabric store and back wihtout it doing anything stupid! Yay!!!! It needs some air in one of the tires, but that easy to fix. My car is in working order! :)

And you know what that means? SAILOR MOON MUSIC! WHEEEEE!!!!

That's right. Sailor Moon music. All the time. Where ever I drive. Always the same songs. The entire album lasts about 30 minutes. If I drive any longer than that, it starts to repeat. Have you ever been on a REALLY long drive in my car? Of the fun....

*giggle* I'm going to lose my mind!

But at least the car no longer overheats. Woohoo!

*sniff* What's that smell?......AAHHHH! MY PIZZA!!!!!!!

I have just learned an important lesson. You cannot hear the oven timer from the computer room.... ^^;;;

My pizza is only slightly burnt! Still edible! I swear!

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I watched 6 eps of Fruits Basket today. Yuki is still my favorite. I want to be like Tohru-san and give up my zodiac animal! No more will I be the boar! I want to be the rat! :P

Yeah, I think I watched a bit too much today. ^^;

I'm up to episode 9. I'm about 1/3 through the series. Go me! But just for the record, Akito FREAKS ME OUT! He's creepy and I don't like him at all. I also don't like the girl who represents the boar. Yes, so that's why I'm the rat now. :P

Hana-chan is great too. I love her. Her and Yuki are my favorites!

And right now my dog is licking her feet. She's so cute.

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So sad. The highlight of this evening has been a plastic ruler I found. I can smack myself in the head with it in beat with the music I'm listening to.

Tomorrow I'm going to ASJ about 1-ish with Amanda. Guess that means I'll have to wake up before noon. Though, I really don't know what I'll do there. The only reason I stayed at that school all 4 years was because of my friends. If I didn't ahve them, I would ahve left after the first year. I was never particularly fond of any of the teachers or anything. The building itself, was, well, just a building. And anyway, most of my teachers have quit and they've remodled much of the school. What's there to go back to?

I have good memories of my friends. Fun happy memories. But little are attached, actually, to asj. All the things we did, we did because we shaped it that way. For example, the campanile room. Sure it was part of asj, but it wasn't really in my mind. Not only was it far from the classrooms, but it was also under our complete control. We could do almost anything we wanted in there and no one at asj would bother us. It wasn't really as. It was our room. Asj is a seperate entity.

But I'll go. It will give me a chance to see amanda again. I haven't seen her since...Christmas? Wow, that was a long time ago. I would say, I'm going to try to get everyone together to do stuff this summer. But really, I don't want the heartbreak. I try it every year and it never works. So I'll just let whatever happens happen.

I need to get ready for bed soon I guess.... Oh, and to ask mom and dad for money. Or find out where an atm lives....