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Aug. 19th, 2003
I lost my mind long ago....
Aug. 19th, 2003 01:38 pmI am so close to being done with my costumes that I've become giddy. Fear my happy bouncyness!!!! I am in super fangirl mode and will glomp all unwary passersby!
I was running around the house with my nearly finished wings on. All they need are the tights to go over each wing. Then that entire costume is DONE!
Delirium just needs a top and the necklace I made. I gave up on real fruit and made an orange slice out of playdoh. Anyone have any idea how long it takes that stuff to dry? It better get hard soon, Or I shall simply give up and gover it in sealant or somethng. Then paint it, because I had only yellow playdoh, not orange.
The dress I made needs to be washed. I wore it to the neil signing. Now it is dirty. Ewww....
But so close to done! Woohoooooooo!!!!!!! *dances around*
I was running around the house with my nearly finished wings on. All they need are the tights to go over each wing. Then that entire costume is DONE!
Delirium just needs a top and the necklace I made. I gave up on real fruit and made an orange slice out of playdoh. Anyone have any idea how long it takes that stuff to dry? It better get hard soon, Or I shall simply give up and gover it in sealant or somethng. Then paint it, because I had only yellow playdoh, not orange.
The dress I made needs to be washed. I wore it to the neil signing. Now it is dirty. Ewww....
But so close to done! Woohoooooooo!!!!!!! *dances around*
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divaofscreamin!!!!!!!!!! Eat lots of cake!!!
The Play-Doh George Foreman Grill. I am officially horrified and disturbed.
My library books are incredibly overdue! Dooooom!!!!
Tomorrow I shall return books, buy asian junk food, get last costume materials, buy lots of yarn, and finish assembling costumes.
I'm supposed to start packing today, but that is so not happening. I'm not even dressed yet! Wheeee!
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divaofscreamin!!!!!!!!!! Eat lots of cake!!!The Play-Doh George Foreman Grill. I am officially horrified and disturbed.
My library books are incredibly overdue! Dooooom!!!!
Tomorrow I shall return books, buy asian junk food, get last costume materials, buy lots of yarn, and finish assembling costumes.
I'm supposed to start packing today, but that is so not happening. I'm not even dressed yet! Wheeee!
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Moment of frustration alert
Aug. 19th, 2003 09:56 pmI've had it. I want to go back to school right now. I'm tired of dealing with this stupid family and their stupid problems. I want to be carefree and selfish and happy.
I just don't understand WHY my dad can't keep a better check on his sugar levels. It happens EVERY night! WHY doesn't he DO something about it!?
Today was just the last of it. I'm getting to the point where I just really don't want to care anymore. In my extreme frustration and anger, I let him out of the house...Let him go driving. It's a good thing he didn't hit anyone, from how I heard he was driving. And he had gone out to buy dinner, returning with a partially right, mostly wrong box of chinese food. My brother had gone with him, but even he couldn't keep him in check.
I know I haven't completely given up, because I feel guilty about not stopping him. But....I just don't want to care anymore. I want to ignore problems like that in my life. Can't I? I hate being so selfish.... But I'm not sure how much longer I can keep this up without breaking.
I just don't understand WHY my dad can't keep a better check on his sugar levels. It happens EVERY night! WHY doesn't he DO something about it!?
Today was just the last of it. I'm getting to the point where I just really don't want to care anymore. In my extreme frustration and anger, I let him out of the house...Let him go driving. It's a good thing he didn't hit anyone, from how I heard he was driving. And he had gone out to buy dinner, returning with a partially right, mostly wrong box of chinese food. My brother had gone with him, but even he couldn't keep him in check.
I know I haven't completely given up, because I feel guilty about not stopping him. But....I just don't want to care anymore. I want to ignore problems like that in my life. Can't I? I hate being so selfish.... But I'm not sure how much longer I can keep this up without breaking.
