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Last night I dreamed that ben married someone else. I screamed at him, "It's a fake wedding, right? You told her that you're really in love with me!" and he replied, "Oh, I guess I forgot to tell her about you...."

I nearly threw up when I woke up this morning.

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Today at work I was asked where I want to go next with my career. I had no clue what I should say. I've only been working at defenders for just over a month. I'm still trying to get used to my current job!

I'm never good at planning my future. I have the very vague end goal of "Change the World," but no clue how I'm going to get there.

I have until the next status meeting to think of something. Bah.