The weekend
Aug. 6th, 2007 10:24 amSaturday was tae kwon do class. It wasn't very fun because I wasn't doing
stuff right and kept getting yelled at. I hate being yelled at.
After that, I was far too awake to take a nap. I finally managed about an
hour before game. Unfortunately I couldn't wake up after that. I ended up
sleeping through a good hour or two of the game. Then I was REALLY cranky
and groggy. So I didn't really play much after that.
Sunday, I went shopping with ben to try to find a cd/dvd rack. Did not find
one. But I did buy new shoes. I really needed them. The ones I was wearing
had big holes in them that actually caused my feet to touch the ground. So
now I have new ones that hurt my feet a lot because they need to be broken
in. I hate new shoes.
When we got home, I learned I was being asked if I wanted to quit the game.
I guess I shouldn't have been as surprised as I was. I was being a really
bad gamer what with my showing up late and being cranky most weeks. Well, at
least now I know the group's limit for forgiveness in bad gaming.
I spent the rest of the night sulking and feeling like a failure. Combined
with a bunch of other things that were bothering me (like, for example, my
grandpa who is literally about to die any moment now), I ended up crying in
the bedroom until ben came to calm me down. He studied for his test in the
bedroom with me so I wouldn't be sad and lonely.
But I'm not going to dwell on sad things. I'm going to think about happy
things. Like disney. Yes, it's 8 months away, but that's ok. It is
happiness. Yesterday morning, ben and I watched a dvd we ordered from disney
about the parks. It was really cheesy but still made me happy. And then last
night before I got my sad gaming news, I was looking up restaurants.
Character dining FTW! I'm really glad I have something to look forward to
that I can use to keep my mind off other things.
stuff right and kept getting yelled at. I hate being yelled at.
After that, I was far too awake to take a nap. I finally managed about an
hour before game. Unfortunately I couldn't wake up after that. I ended up
sleeping through a good hour or two of the game. Then I was REALLY cranky
and groggy. So I didn't really play much after that.
Sunday, I went shopping with ben to try to find a cd/dvd rack. Did not find
one. But I did buy new shoes. I really needed them. The ones I was wearing
had big holes in them that actually caused my feet to touch the ground. So
now I have new ones that hurt my feet a lot because they need to be broken
in. I hate new shoes.
When we got home, I learned I was being asked if I wanted to quit the game.
I guess I shouldn't have been as surprised as I was. I was being a really
bad gamer what with my showing up late and being cranky most weeks. Well, at
least now I know the group's limit for forgiveness in bad gaming.
I spent the rest of the night sulking and feeling like a failure. Combined
with a bunch of other things that were bothering me (like, for example, my
grandpa who is literally about to die any moment now), I ended up crying in
the bedroom until ben came to calm me down. He studied for his test in the
bedroom with me so I wouldn't be sad and lonely.
But I'm not going to dwell on sad things. I'm going to think about happy
things. Like disney. Yes, it's 8 months away, but that's ok. It is
happiness. Yesterday morning, ben and I watched a dvd we ordered from disney
about the parks. It was really cheesy but still made me happy. And then last
night before I got my sad gaming news, I was looking up restaurants.
Character dining FTW! I'm really glad I have something to look forward to
that I can use to keep my mind off other things.