She moved my food....*pout*
Jun. 28th, 2002 10:05 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
holytoastrLast night I left out a small plate of food. The plan was, when I got up from playing video games in a few hours, I'd be hungry again! So I put it all together and wrapped it up and it looked SO OBVIOUS that someone had left it there will the full intent of returning for it.
I restarted Lunar:SSSC. Played for about 2 hours. My parents came home, locked up the house, and went to bed. I played for another hour. Then I was hungry, as predicted.
I went downstairs, very pleased with myself. I was so smart. I'd set out some food so I wouldn't have to make anything and wake the dogs up. But...the spot where I put my food was empty. I looked around the kitchen, now having t turn on the lights to see. The dogs woke up...grrr....
Finally, I look in the fridge. Yup, there was my food. Cold as could be. Which would mean I'd have to reheat it. And grrr...It was one of those types of food that doesn't reheat well. It's the kind taht if you plan on eating it again any time soo, you're better off just leaving it out. If you cook it, it loses all the moisture and jsut gets really gross!!
Now, normally this isn't a big thing, right? And the very rational part of me said it was no problem--I could make something else, the dogs were awake now anyway. But for some reason I flipped out.
I started shouting at my parents that they were idiots and had no respect for anyone in the house and why couldn't they ahve just left it alone. It was clearly set aside to eat. Why did they ahve to put it in the fridge.
They suggested I just heat it up. That just made me angrier. You couldn't heat up this type of food without it getting really gross and tough and not yummy at all! Everyone knows that. How could they be so stupid?
I went on and on about it. Finally I was so angry I just went to my room and went to bed. I didn't want to deal with them anymore.
While I was trying to fall asleep, I realized that I had shouted for no reason. And it bothered me. So I thought about it. And it's so hard to think when you're angry.
After I had calmed enough, it occured to me--It's because I ahve no control in this house. I have no say about what I do around here. I have a 12 o clock curfew. I wasn't allowed to get a real job because I had to work for my mother. (That gives added control because I ahven't had much money to go anywhere.)
So the little things, like moving my food or putting my bill away, drives me insane. (Do you have any how long I searched for that bill? I thought I lost it. But it was in mom's pile of bills the whole time. I wanted to kill her!) I need to get out of here. I can't stand living in this house. *sigh* Does school start yet?
I restarted Lunar:SSSC. Played for about 2 hours. My parents came home, locked up the house, and went to bed. I played for another hour. Then I was hungry, as predicted.
I went downstairs, very pleased with myself. I was so smart. I'd set out some food so I wouldn't have to make anything and wake the dogs up. But...the spot where I put my food was empty. I looked around the kitchen, now having t turn on the lights to see. The dogs woke up...grrr....
Finally, I look in the fridge. Yup, there was my food. Cold as could be. Which would mean I'd have to reheat it. And grrr...It was one of those types of food that doesn't reheat well. It's the kind taht if you plan on eating it again any time soo, you're better off just leaving it out. If you cook it, it loses all the moisture and jsut gets really gross!!
Now, normally this isn't a big thing, right? And the very rational part of me said it was no problem--I could make something else, the dogs were awake now anyway. But for some reason I flipped out.
I started shouting at my parents that they were idiots and had no respect for anyone in the house and why couldn't they ahve just left it alone. It was clearly set aside to eat. Why did they ahve to put it in the fridge.
They suggested I just heat it up. That just made me angrier. You couldn't heat up this type of food without it getting really gross and tough and not yummy at all! Everyone knows that. How could they be so stupid?
I went on and on about it. Finally I was so angry I just went to my room and went to bed. I didn't want to deal with them anymore.
While I was trying to fall asleep, I realized that I had shouted for no reason. And it bothered me. So I thought about it. And it's so hard to think when you're angry.
After I had calmed enough, it occured to me--It's because I ahve no control in this house. I have no say about what I do around here. I have a 12 o clock curfew. I wasn't allowed to get a real job because I had to work for my mother. (That gives added control because I ahven't had much money to go anywhere.)
So the little things, like moving my food or putting my bill away, drives me insane. (Do you have any how long I searched for that bill? I thought I lost it. But it was in mom's pile of bills the whole time. I wanted to kill her!) I need to get out of here. I can't stand living in this house. *sigh* Does school start yet?
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OMG
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Date: 2002-06-28 10:47 am (UTC)i love you
i think i might be hoem sometime in july, then you can move in with me as always
and you're gonna spend lots fo tiem with em at the beach house in fire island first week of august, right?
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Date: 2002-06-28 11:43 am (UTC)