The frustration of living at home is getting to me again....

[holytoastr]

I was talking to my parents about how I was going to be rich and famous and people would stnad for hours on a line to get my signature. My hand would hurt from writing so much and I wouldn't be able to see from all the pictures taken of me. And I would love every moment of it!

Then mom asks, "What have you written? You're never going to become famous."

Silence. Then I screamed, "DAD!!!!! SHE'S DESTROYING MY DREAMS AGAIN!!!!!!"

*sigh* She's such a horrible person. Has she thought maybe I do write stuff. I just don't like it enough and end up putting it away without showing anyone....

Then this morning she starts yelling at me, "Why didn't you go to Alaska? You missed out on the oppotunity of a lifetime!"

NOTHING had prompted her to start yelling at me. She had been mixing eggs when she suddenly bursted out!

So I told her, "I wouldn't have enjoyed myself. I don't get along with the people going."

She snapped back, "It's YOU that doesn't let yourself enjoy it."

I stared at her...How could she say that? I've been forced to spend time with those members of my family one at a time. And after every meeting, I come home crying. They torment me. They criticize me. They berate me. I hate them for it.

And it's MY fault!? What shoudl I do then? When they say I'm going to hell, should I repent and become a nun? They're crazy! (Yes, I ahve been told on multiple occations that I'm going to hell.)

Their newest thing to torment me with is cartoons. Apparently this "anime" stuff is only for kids. So why don't I grow up? And thise comic books? Only 4 year olds read those. Why don't I read a real book, like the bible.

*growl* I would NOT have survived a month of that. I would have killed them all.

Another thing, they're going to ALASKA! What are they going to do there? Well, one or two trips to watch whales and look at glaciers. The rest of the time? KILL ANIMALS!!! They're going to hunt moose and catch salmon and all that horrible stuff that people don't have to do anymore!

*sigh* My family gives me such issues....

Comments

[vixxen415.livejournal.com]

u can become rich and famous if u work really hard for it and you really want it. i wanna be a successful singer altho some people doubt me. there are always gonna be doubters in this world but don't let that stop ya. once WE become famous, we can laugh at those doubters and say "Told Ya so!"