Snippet Update #2

[holytoastr]

This morning I woke up at an unhealthy 7:30 in the morning. I had just been having a rather vivid but much too confusing dream, so I had trouble figuring out if my thoughts this morning were actual thoughts or if I was still dreaming.

Decided in the shower I was still dreaming when several voices in my head were being quite critical of my figure. But I eventually woke up and they drifted away. Isn't it great how absolutely mad we are when we sleep?

Right then. Went to aunt joys to babysit again. The baby was absolutely rotten today, but alex was fine. She was drilling me for my favorites on evrything. Dad said it was so she could copy me. o.0 I quite dearly hope not. The world does not need another me running around.

There was much coloring and playing games and losing at games very badly and barney and elmo and cooking lunch and trampolines and madness. You can imagine taht I'm quite exhausted now. Also, I made a dut tape purse for alex, but ran out of tape just before I attached the straps. I told her what to do. Hopefully her dad will get her some tape to finish it off.

After I got home, dad took me shopping. He kept complaining that I didn't want any new clothes for the new school year. Truthfully, I worry that there isn't enough money for new clothes, so I just don't ask anymore. But he made me get some today. I got conditioner, and some wires for my dorm room. Also got a pair of jeans. They weren't the cheapest pair, which makes me feel like a terrible person. Rather, they were the second cheapest pair.

However, I did get several new shirts that were on clearance. But the coolest stuff were my new DUCK PJS!!!!! The tag said $10, which made me rather sad and I offered to put a shirt back to compensate. But daddy put his answering machine back instead. I am full of terrible guilt right now. Full of guilt even though the pjs rang up for half that. Because that means dad never had to put the machine back at all!!! *sob* I am stupidly messed up and insecure. :P

The rest of the day has been painting. Wings and orange slice are drying as I type. I even painted my nails which are now stupidly long. They are starting to splinter from their length, but the nail polish will keep them under control for a bit. Also, posters are in tube to be mailed. I think tonight I shall begin the awful process of packing.

And am I up to date now? I think I am. Good.

Oh yes, I also worked on my d*c plans now that the schedule is up. *twitch* For every time slot, I ahve AT MINIMUM two things to choose between. I don't know what I'm going to do. I ahve too many fandoms. ^^;

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Comments

[pappawolf.livejournal.com]

The DC schedule isn't completely finished yet I don't think. I checked for the list of people I wanted to see, many of them aren't listed yet.

[holytoastr.livejournal.com]

You mean there's going to be MORE!? *twitch* I don't ahve that much room!!!!

[plopfiles.livejournal.com]

he just wanted to make you happy! =)

so don't feel guitly! buying you fun stuff makes him happy =)

[holytoastr.livejournal.com]

I always feel guilty about everything! I think if I was suddenly completely free of guilt, my body would fall apart! It's the glue that holds me together!