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Sep. 14th, 2003 01:27 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
holytoastr*exhausted* I did stuff today! I went with megan to try to find odin's monsters. Failed miserably. But we ended up so close to the quarter (riding our bikes) that we decided to just keep going. There we did stuff! Cool stuff! Like go into a tiny puppy store. And play with a tiny puppy. Oh, we went into the french market and looked at shiny things. I bought a fan. I think I like fans now, as it seems like I am making a collection. We had beignets and saw roze and scott and generally had a wonderfully shiny day.
When we got back, I was horribly exhausted and sweaty. (Bike, remember.) Still, I agreed to come over to greg's and kelly's to watch grosse point blank. So I took a shower to clean myself up and then found out that erica would be coming. To be perfectly honest, if I had kown she was coming, I wouldn't ahve agreed to come too. I just get a bad feeling from her and so I don't like her very much.
Sure, I could have then cancelled out last minute, but like i said, I was only going on a feeling and so I had no legitimate excuse to cancel. I could sense I was going to be a third wheel for the evening though, so I brought my bike. That way I could be a third wheel on a bike.
Sure enough, I was third wheeled. Wanted to cry, but then again, I've wanted to cry all week. We couldn't get to the apartment soon enough, where I could hide in kelly's room.
Watched the movie. It was ok. Liked the end, but thought the entire set-up was a little too slow.
Now, this erica person. Did she ahve to chew like a cow the entire time? And greg. Did he have to compare me to her the entire time? Listen greg, if you ever actually read this. I am NOT like any of these friends you have. Stop comparing me to them. You did it every time and I HATE it. Just stop stop stop stop stop. Do you know what it makes me feel like? Like you're trying to replace me. Phase me out of your friendship.
Then I get angry and beligerent and annoying. Like I did tonight. So do me a favor and cut out out, ok? Unless you are actually trying to make me go away, in which case just say it and get it over with so I don't ahve my time wasted. *hrmph*
There, that needed to be said. I feel a little lighter now. I'll probably still cry in the shower, but that's become a regular thing, so what difference will it make?
Anyway, back to the day. Eventually movie was over and there was the cow chewing and me being cranky for what I feel ate legitimate reasons and the discovery that I really don't like erica so my feelings are backed up and generally grrrringness. For once, I was rather happy to go home.
Rode my bike very fast to distance myself from the evening and also to try to work the frustration out of me. Didn't work, but I did get home very fast.
Tomorrow will be jazzland which I quite look forward to. It'll be just me and kelly and charlie and megan all day. *waves happy flag*
You are Gaz! You are pure evil, and you live for
pizza, video games, and revenge.
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When we got back, I was horribly exhausted and sweaty. (Bike, remember.) Still, I agreed to come over to greg's and kelly's to watch grosse point blank. So I took a shower to clean myself up and then found out that erica would be coming. To be perfectly honest, if I had kown she was coming, I wouldn't ahve agreed to come too. I just get a bad feeling from her and so I don't like her very much.
Sure, I could have then cancelled out last minute, but like i said, I was only going on a feeling and so I had no legitimate excuse to cancel. I could sense I was going to be a third wheel for the evening though, so I brought my bike. That way I could be a third wheel on a bike.
Sure enough, I was third wheeled. Wanted to cry, but then again, I've wanted to cry all week. We couldn't get to the apartment soon enough, where I could hide in kelly's room.
Watched the movie. It was ok. Liked the end, but thought the entire set-up was a little too slow.
Now, this erica person. Did she ahve to chew like a cow the entire time? And greg. Did he have to compare me to her the entire time? Listen greg, if you ever actually read this. I am NOT like any of these friends you have. Stop comparing me to them. You did it every time and I HATE it. Just stop stop stop stop stop. Do you know what it makes me feel like? Like you're trying to replace me. Phase me out of your friendship.
Then I get angry and beligerent and annoying. Like I did tonight. So do me a favor and cut out out, ok? Unless you are actually trying to make me go away, in which case just say it and get it over with so I don't ahve my time wasted. *hrmph*
There, that needed to be said. I feel a little lighter now. I'll probably still cry in the shower, but that's become a regular thing, so what difference will it make?
Anyway, back to the day. Eventually movie was over and there was the cow chewing and me being cranky for what I feel ate legitimate reasons and the discovery that I really don't like erica so my feelings are backed up and generally grrrringness. For once, I was rather happy to go home.
Rode my bike very fast to distance myself from the evening and also to try to work the frustration out of me. Didn't work, but I did get home very fast.
Tomorrow will be jazzland which I quite look forward to. It'll be just me and kelly and charlie and megan all day. *waves happy flag*
You are Gaz! You are pure evil, and you live for
pizza, video games, and revenge.
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Brainiac
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