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Mar. 16th, 2002 02:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
holytoastr*sigh* I hate weekends...
During the week, I have classes and work to keep me busy. But on weekends, I have nothing to do all day. Yes, I ahve work, but I usually get it done on Friday because well, I have nothing to do on Friday's anyway.
My average weekend:
-Friday Evening- Do homework until brain can't function anymore. Eat dinner (if I remember). Study a bit while hoping someone will decide to invite me to do something fun. Try to stay up as late as possible. (Z? See saturday.)
-Saturday- Sleep as late as possible, hoping someone will wake me to do something interesting. Usually forget to eat all day. Do work until brain can no longer concetrate. Get angry with myself for not being able to think of something fun to do. Complain I'm bored. Stay up late again.
-Sunday- Sleep late again, hoping someone will invite me to do something. Finally remember to eat (due to starvation). Finish off any work I have. Be very bored. Hate myself for not being able to think of anything at all to do. Go to bed early.
It's a horrible cycle. Every weekend. It's depressing.
Sure, sometimes I'll get something to do. And I'll be insanely happy that I finally got to go out and do something. But most of the time I have nothing to do.
The problem is mostly my fault. I never go out. I can't go out. Not alone at least. I'll get lost. So very lost. I have no sense of direction AT ALL. So there is no possible way for me to go anywhere. I can't even go to places I've been cause I don't know how to get there.
Also, I don't really have many good friends that I can call up and suggest we watch a movie or something. I know lots of people. Tons of people. Just not well enough to visit them randomly.
And the people I do know well enough, I get too shy to bother them. I hate being a bother. I try to hint that I'm lonely and bored. But I guess I don't do a very good job of that. *sigh*
So it's another boring weekend, and I have nothing to do and no where to go and no one to hang out with.
I hate weekends....
During the week, I have classes and work to keep me busy. But on weekends, I have nothing to do all day. Yes, I ahve work, but I usually get it done on Friday because well, I have nothing to do on Friday's anyway.
My average weekend:
-Friday Evening- Do homework until brain can't function anymore. Eat dinner (if I remember). Study a bit while hoping someone will decide to invite me to do something fun. Try to stay up as late as possible. (Z? See saturday.)
-Saturday- Sleep as late as possible, hoping someone will wake me to do something interesting. Usually forget to eat all day. Do work until brain can no longer concetrate. Get angry with myself for not being able to think of something fun to do. Complain I'm bored. Stay up late again.
-Sunday- Sleep late again, hoping someone will invite me to do something. Finally remember to eat (due to starvation). Finish off any work I have. Be very bored. Hate myself for not being able to think of anything at all to do. Go to bed early.
It's a horrible cycle. Every weekend. It's depressing.
Sure, sometimes I'll get something to do. And I'll be insanely happy that I finally got to go out and do something. But most of the time I have nothing to do.
The problem is mostly my fault. I never go out. I can't go out. Not alone at least. I'll get lost. So very lost. I have no sense of direction AT ALL. So there is no possible way for me to go anywhere. I can't even go to places I've been cause I don't know how to get there.
Also, I don't really have many good friends that I can call up and suggest we watch a movie or something. I know lots of people. Tons of people. Just not well enough to visit them randomly.
And the people I do know well enough, I get too shy to bother them. I hate being a bother. I try to hint that I'm lonely and bored. But I guess I don't do a very good job of that. *sigh*
So it's another boring weekend, and I have nothing to do and no where to go and no one to hang out with.
I hate weekends....
*hug*
They need to go away...especially Friday night's (well I have my own reasons for that which I will not bother you with here because the point of this is to try and show support at the least) Grrrrrrness!!!
Maybe I'll go dwn to New orleans and we can be bored together!!! :-D or get lost together...who nows!
Yeah, I know, probably won't happen...but it would be nice to hang out with you!!! I miss you Melissa :'(
*HUG*
~*~Jessica
Re: *hug*
Date: 2002-03-16 11:24 pm (UTC)And if you ever do get a chance to visit, you're always welcome to stay in my room!
Re: *hug*
Date: 2002-03-17 12:23 am (UTC)