Sailor Soldier of Love and Justice

Today was a horrible nightmare day.

I woke up about 6am alone. Ben wasn't in the bed. At first I thought he had stayed up all night playing video games and was really angry at him. But when he wouldn't answer my calls I got worried. The lights in the living room and kitchen were on, but ben wasn't there. I thought someone had kidnapped him!

When I frantically called his cell phone, he explained to me that he woke me in the middle of the night to tell me he had to go to work and kissed me and I told him to dry my clothes. I don't remember any of this though. :(

I wasn't able to fall back asleep after that. It rained this morning, but not until I was halfway through my dog's walk. I got soaked.

At work, things I needed sent to me were not sent. And there were meetings with people asking me why things weren't done. Everything was due now. And the director doesn't understand urgency or deadlines. And the wolf lady yelled at me for not warning her ahead of time about something I only found out about today. :( I was shaking so bad. And I nearly started to cry.

I'm glad I'm home now. I don't want to go back tomorrow though. I'm too stressed.