holytoastr | (no subject)

Not a good day. Aside from not being particularly productive, I burned myself with an iron, messed up a button hole and had to rip out lots of very tight thread, and and then the shirt didn't look good on me. I'm trying to bring the buttons in more to make the front a little tighter, but I'm not sure it'll help all that much. It just doesn't look good on me. :(

Also, I couldn't set up my printer without ben's help. And then I was out of colored ink. And I had no paper. :(

After all that, I tried to get ben's attention while he was playing warcraft and he got annoyed with me. I realized I was being mean and needy and annoying, so I went to my room to let him play his game. I was doing a good job not crying until ben came in to check on me. Then all the tears came out and I was a worse girlfriend because ben had to stay with me and hold me to stop me from crying.

We took a nap together, when I eventually stopped crying. But I started up all over again when the alarm went off because it is a horrible god awful noise that rips through my skull and through my bones and makes me wish I was dead. Also, I was dehydrated from all the crying.

I should probably sleep soon. I want to go to the book sale. Ben doesn't want to go anymore, so I'll just have to go on my own. Maybe I'll go and buy fresh ink and paper for the printer too. Then I can go buy fabric for my garb.