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Jul. 31st, 2006 08:22 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
holytoastrI've been having frequent nightmares about ben getting fed up with me and leaving me. Then yesterday I went to wake ben. He got up and left me. It triggered all the sadness from those dreams and I flipped out crying. Ben had to come back and comfort me. I felt so broken.
We spent the rest of the evening together watching tv. Ben let me rest my head on his lap even though it makes it hard for him to get up when he wants to. And he hugged me a lot. I was feeling better after all that.
Unfortunately we stayed up too late last night so this morning ben was running late for work. Which meant I was behind schedule. I wish I could take showers really fast because I really need one. No time though. Yuck.
And now another long workweek. :( At least I've got the office to myself again. But I really need to get started on my work this week. It's not a lot, but it's sooo tedious. I hate busywork.
We spent the rest of the evening together watching tv. Ben let me rest my head on his lap even though it makes it hard for him to get up when he wants to. And he hugged me a lot. I was feeling better after all that.
Unfortunately we stayed up too late last night so this morning ben was running late for work. Which meant I was behind schedule. I wish I could take showers really fast because I really need one. No time though. Yuck.
And now another long workweek. :( At least I've got the office to myself again. But I really need to get started on my work this week. It's not a lot, but it's sooo tedious. I hate busywork.
