Are you happy, world? You beat me.

[holytoastr]

Last night watched tv with ben. Also helped him clean out the fridge. Then he glued the two charms on my dog's collar together so they no longer jingle. Read fruits basket and decided I hate it now.

Dreamed that I was being hunted by a t-rex. Woke up in a bad mood. Didn't want to get out of bed. Have become convinced that whenever I leave the apt, bad things happen. Started crying. Ben got frustrated. I worried he was mad at me. Cried more. Ben got more frustrated. Drove ben to work, crying the whole way. Came home and cried. Cried until it was time for work. Passed a cop on the way to work and cried more.

Now at work and trying to not cry. I would have stayed home today if I had any sick days left.

Comments

[j-buns.livejournal.com]

you're quiting anyway, right?... i mean. .they've already got your replacement?... maybe you coudl go home anyway... or like... be so "sick" they have to send you home?

[holytoastr.livejournal.com]

They don't have my replacement yet. They are still interviewing people. And really, I don't want to take any more sick days because I've already used my paid ones up and I can't afford to not be paid just so I can go home and cry and feel sorry for myself. :(

Someone should have warned me that growing up would be so awful.

[j-buns.livejournal.com]

well do you ahve a lot of work today?..or is it slow? i deffinitely think at least for me, work keeps me distracted when i'm in tht kind of mood.

[holytoastr.livejournal.com]

Slow day, as usual. I was thinking along those lines too, kinda hoping work would distract me. All I have is this procedures manual though, which isn't a high priority. I'm trying to keep myself distracted with it though. (Unsuccessfully.)

[j-buns.livejournal.com]

um.. help me figure out hw to make my elbow stop hurting... i did soemhing to it and now it's REALLY painful... liek i can't lift the maill ..b/c it's heavy and hurts. i was rough housing and my elbow made loud pop.... nad now it hurts.. which is wierd b/.c it didn't really hurt last night....

also.. make a poll online? that's a good time killer