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Dec. 7th, 2006 09:29 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
holytoastrThe cake disaster last night was the last in a long line of little stupid upsetting things yesterday. I went to bed but started sobbing before I could even get comfortable. And ben was already asleep so he wasn't able to remember that when I cry, it helps me stop if he holds me and tells me it'll be ok. Eventually he remembered to hold me, but I cried for a good long time first.
Even after I stopped, little things would remind me of other stuff and I'd start crying again. I wish my brain wasn't so broken.
Ben got up to make a snack while I stared off into space. I was too out of it to remember to cry. Ben came to get me and snap me out of it though.
After a snack, we read a little bit of lost girls together. These chapters were significantly less gross. I think they're trying to insert a plot somewhere, but it's not there yet. We're now done with book 2. Only 1 more to go.
Thankfully I didn't have any nightmares last night, and the morning was relatively stress-free. Let's hope today goes as peacefully.
Even after I stopped, little things would remind me of other stuff and I'd start crying again. I wish my brain wasn't so broken.
Ben got up to make a snack while I stared off into space. I was too out of it to remember to cry. Ben came to get me and snap me out of it though.
After a snack, we read a little bit of lost girls together. These chapters were significantly less gross. I think they're trying to insert a plot somewhere, but it's not there yet. We're now done with book 2. Only 1 more to go.
Thankfully I didn't have any nightmares last night, and the morning was relatively stress-free. Let's hope today goes as peacefully.
