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[holytoastr]

This morning was very broken.

Ben bought a new alarm clock. This was the first morning waking up to that alarm clock. Rather than the normal buzzer I know and hate, it was a radio. And rather than ben rolling over and putting the alarm on snooze, he let it keep playing.

I don't wake up well normally. Now add a strange unfamiliar noise that won't stop. I ended up curling into a ball under the blankets crying.

Ben doesn't wake up well either. Suddenly he had his girlfriend crying and refusing to come out from the covers.

So ben was mad at me and I was mad at him. Then I started to cry more because I don't like it when people are mad at me. Ben had to hold me and reassure me he wasn't mad any more before I could slow down the sobs.

Now that I'm awake, I realize the whole thing was kinda dumb. I hope we don't go through that again tomorrow morning. :(

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[thatgirlcaitlin.livejournal.com]

Aww, what a horrible morning. I'm so sorry. I hope the rest of the day goes better for you.