Sailor Soldier of Love and Justice

Noname has picked up another one of my habits. When people yell, I get extremely nervous and want to hide. Tonight ben was yelling at his video game. Noname ran to me and demanded I pick her up and hide her. I was sewing at the time and couldn't hold her, so I put her on the sewing table.

Normally noname jumps off the table if I put her on it. Tonight she sat there quietly. I guess she was just happy to have a place to hide. Now she seems to have permanently attached herself to my lap. Poor baby. She's becoming neurotic like me.

The gargoyles comic is supposed to come out today. (Finally!) But I think I'm going to wait until tomorrow. I want to make sure it's actually on the shelves.

Still very very anxious. I tried walking some of it off on my trip to the post office and bank, but I didn't really have enough time to get a good walk in. At least it was nice and warm out. It's always so cold inside buildings. When I step outside, I can feel the ice melting off of my bones.

People, the cold will not slow the aging process like it does for food. Rejoice in the fresh air and warmth of the sun!

I woke up this morning and my leg hurt more. Combined with nightmares and loneliness and a bunch of other stuff, I ended up crying in bed. I'm tired and lonely and in pain and I just couldn't deal with the day. I called in sick to work and am going to rest and try to deal with this leg and get my mental state back up to normal. Because I should seriously not start the day with tears.