My new job has me so stressed, I can't sleep and my body frequently decides to stop digesting food. My old habit of panic attacks has come back as well.

Please tell me it gets better?

One of my coworkers commiserated with me yesterday, telling me she too broke down in tears on Monday. Is that supposed to make me feel better? She's been there for years. If she's still crying despite knowing how to do everything, is there any hope for me?

Can I start looking for a new job yet?
It was another insane week at work. Too much to do, not though time to do it, and no one around to teach me how to do the things.

To make matters worse, on Monday metro had a meltdown that forced me to take a bus out of dc. It took me an hour. And that doesn't count the time it then took to catch another bus to where I parked my car and drive home. I didn't get home until 8. I wanted to cry.

On Thursday, I ended up working until well after 6. And I still only managed to finish half the things I needed to do. I'm not looking forward to going back on Monday.

Others in the office have told me that my supervisors do nothing but praise me. I wonder if that's true, because they certainly aren't saying anything positive to me.

*sigh* I really hope things get better soon. I'm not sure how much more I can take.
This was a tough week. So tough, one evening I came home crying that I was going to quit. It eats all my free time. I constantly have to work late. The hours don't line up my mass transit well, so I always end up having to come in early too. Plus I waste time every day doing stuff multiple times because no one has the time to teach me how to do anything. (But they do have the time to tell me I did it wrong. Thanks.)

Thankfully it ended on a good note. I managed to get one disaster in order by the end of the week and it only mailed a few days late. The other big disaster is not done, but it's in much better condition than it was on Monday.

The online department bought me lunch on friday. On the order form, I added the special direction to draw a pony on my bag. Which they did. It cheered me up a lot.


Today ben and I got our eyes examined. I'll get new glasses as soon as my insurance comes in. I was pleased to learn that my eyesight only got a tiny bit worse after two years. I also learned that my left eye doesn't focus was well as the right one. Even with glasses. Isn't that weird?

When we got home, I pulled up the last of my summer crops (now all totally dead) and planted garlic. I really hope the garlic grows well. I have found that most of my garlic comes from china. I find it crazy that I'm getting garlic from halfway around the world (in a place that has no serious regulations). Occasionally my garlic comes from california. Which is also ridiculously far. So I will try to become more sustainable by growing my own. I can save a couple bulbs every year for the next growing season too.

The variety I bought is supposed to be good for beginners. The only fault is that the flavor is very strong. I really like garlic, so that won't be a problem for me at all. I should get between 40-50 bulbs by summertime. If they are a good size, I will be set. :)

In other gardening news:
- Broccoli is growing slowly. I thinned the rows out a bit today and sprayed them with insect killer since something is nibbling on some of the leaves.
- Spinach may have been killed by the snow, or possibly may just be growing really slow. There's a few small leaves here and there.
- Carrots seemed to have really liked the snow. After everything melted, tons of little carrot sprouts popped up.
- Lettuce, which I thought was totally dead, seemed to like the snow too. The cold must have shocked the seeds awake because they have finally sprouted.
- Cucumbers died in the snow.
My first week of work was crazy.

When I arrived on saturday, everyone told me how happy they were to see me. Then they threw a giant pile of work at my head. :P

So apparently my predecessor left rather abruptly with a package in the works but very far behind. And no one else knew what to do with it because the woman DID NOT WRITE ANYTHING DOWN. They gave me that package to get out the door. We're still not there, but we are a lot closer than we were before and I have been writing stuff down to make the whole process easier as we get to the end.

Among the problems I've had:
- No contact info for the artist
- No status on draft or reviews of the art
- No indication if the copy was even final
- Specs for the art did not match original specs in the mail plan
- Mail plan didn't have ask build info (telling me how much money we should ask for from donors)
- Data strategy included 3 times more online activists than real donors (online activists are the suckiest type of prospects. you want to only have a few in the mix if you want any at all)

Despite absolutely no orientation training beyond "this is how you log into your computer" I have managed to keep this disaster floating at least. I hope at some point I will be given some training.

Aside from that crazy situation, the place seems nice. They threw a big welcome lunch for me the first day. And everyone has been very helpful when I come panicking to them because something else in that horrible nightmare project has exploded.

I share an office with a woman fresh out of college. She doesn't know anything about marketing at all so they have had to train her every day on everything. I didn't require that sort of training, so I was told by multiple people on Friday that I was "a rockstar" for being able to jump into the project and hit the ground running.

My clients are African Wildlife Federation, Food and Water Watch, and Religious Coalition for Reproductive Choice. It's a good mix, I think. I was afraid of getting clients with goals I didn't agree with, but these are all pretty good. (I'd be happier if that last one wasn't religious, but you can't win all battles.)

The workload is a little stressful right now (I had to work late on the first day!) but hopefully once I get more stuff written down, the madness will abate. I can't believe the previous woman never wrote anything down. How did she get anything done?

Anyway, other than that, life goes on as usual. I took Noname to the vet today. She developed a rash. I thought it might be the same rash Maggie had a little while ago, but it didn't respond to the medicine I had leftover from Maggie's treatment (just a solution to wash the region) so I made an appointment to get it checked out.

The vet said it probably started like Maggie's rash, but because Noname was licking it all the time, she introduced even worse bacteria that for some reason was resistant to the old medicine. So now she has a bottle of antibiotics and a bottle of antihistamines. Between the two, the rash should clear up and Noname should stop licking it. However, they didn't have any medicine around the office small enough for my dog! So I have to break up tiny capsules and roll them in cheese or something similar to deliver the medication. The vet even had me do a practice run in the office to make sure I could do it correctly.

After that adventure, I returned home to help stain the deck. During the summer, we only applied one coat before the heat wave hit and we couldn't work outside at all. Then came the rain that didn't stop for a month. The single coat didn't hold up well to that abuse at all. So now we have to completely start over. Ben worked on the floor while I did the tiny stupid details on the railings. I didn't finish, but the railings were in much better condition than the floor. Ben is going to apply a second coat tomorrow. I will probably work on the railings as I have time in the coming weeks.
I have survived the first day of work! Go me!

The morning was very busy with lots of meetings. I have a fancy card swiper now. Just like ben! And lots of paperwork to fill out. Bleh! But I think I will like it there. It greatly pleased me when they opened the windows today rather than turn on the ac. :)

After work ben took me shopping for some work clothes. Now I fully intend to sit on the couch like a lump until it's time for bed.
I need to go shopping today. I don't want to though, cause I have no one to go with me. I hate going shopping alone. Shopping is so miserable and boring. I'd at least like some company to talk to.

Not sure where I'm going shopping yet. I need to buy clothes for work. I know they said I could wear jeans, but I'd prefer to look professional for the first week at least. So I want to buy a pair or two of nice pants and maybe some shirts.

I also want to clean my sewing table to so I can sew some nice clothes to wear.
Last night lj wouldn't load. It was madness! But at least I got to bed early.

The plan this morning was to get to the dmv at the crack of dawn for ben's road test. Unfortunately, ben set the alarm clock for pm rather than am. If I didn't start crying in my sleep, we probably would have overslept worse than we did! (I dreamed my aunt kara was having a wedding outside and I got sunburned and she scratched her nails against the burn. It hurt!)

So yes, ben took his road test today. And PASSED!!! :D I'm so proud of him! He is now a fully licensed driver! (And can take himself to work for his crazy midnight shifts.)

Tonight we're going to celebrate. We're going to try the new indian place that opened up near his office. I hope it's good!

Before we go, though, I need to change my clothes. I managed to rip a pretty decent-sized hole in the knee of my jeans while cleaning out my desk. Very annoying.

But I was cleaning my desk for a good reason! Today is my last day! YAY!!! I am so so very excited. I may actually throw-up. I'm THAT excited.

Next week I start my new job. I hope it goes better than this last one. I never expected to dislike doing something that much! But now I can start fresh! With a new company doing new things! Yay!

Rapid post!

Apr. 9th, 2007 09:59 am
Just accepted the position with Defenders of Wildlife! Yay! I start in 2 weeks! I'm so excited!

So, how should I celebrate my new job?
Defenders of Wildlife offered me the job! Yay!!!

The only problem is I'd have to take a drop in pay. About $3000 less a year, but that's only $250 a month, right?

Benefits include good stuff like health insurance, dental insurance (my teeth rejoice!), a pension plan, and metro checks (they'll pay me to take public transportation).

I think in the end it'll be the right choice, but I'm going to talk it over with ben first. He'll probably say I should go for it, but I want to make sure.

Wheeee! Freedom!

I guess I should start writing up some stuff so that when I leave, people know how everything works in this office!

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